so yea i have this urge to write so here i am a 1:39am.....hmmm whats on my mind well my boyfriend (like always) lol...but yea we have been together what 1yr and 8months yea lol time flew hella fast.....so I'm thinking about how far we came and just thinking about all the early drama and stress makes me cringe.....this love shit is hard....i mean we fuss and bicker too damn much if you ask me....lol i always feel like I'm complaining about something (well in his words).....the hardest thing in this relationship (speaking for myself) has surely been accepting his baggage....i love this man with all my heart but lawd Jesus its been a struggle....mainly because and i strongly believe its our personalities not saying we don't mesh buuuuut um we both are stubborn and strong willed.....i feel like we both fight to get the last say and our way (he normally wins). and that's why its so hard because i can never get my point across without him jumping on the defense...now with that being said i know i can come swinging but shit dude let me finish my thoughts before you chime in damn.....never the less this last week has been very ROCKY!!!!! now y'all might be thinking why the hell u in a relationship like this lol......I'll explain
This relationship gets better month after month and that's a fact....so yea there is progression and that's what keeps me going....i know if i tell my boo i don't like something or that he hurt my feelings (I'm sensitive as hell *tear) he will make it a point to either correct it or not do it again....and that is a beautiful damn thing progression is so important and this is my first relationship with progression....i don't feel like I'm in quick sand waiting to be saved....this man of mine makes me smile more than he could ever make me :(....and he is so freaking affectionate its blissful lol....newho but yea its so many reasons why i stay and to some it all up the good far out ways the bad....*I LOVE MY BABY #RLSJ
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